Art of Life

Nitro Sulfate

2009-12-10T03:41:02Z

It time.. Tomorrow..

its NS time..

2 years of dunno what i will be doing..

and my stomach is not well today..

WTF is this..

. . .

2009-11-28T13:02:16Z

sad..

i thought i am strong when it comes to this..

but i am wrong..

i am sad..

Sad..

2009-11-26T05:03:46Z

wow.. after i browse through the pictures i took last 2-3 years..

i see that i have only maximum of 5 clothes in all pictures..

this is pathetic..

But.. i guess never mind..

its not like i'm not wearing anything XD

but still i feel sad..

sigh..

Things i done..
<The Belgariad - book 2..>
<The Big Bang Theory S03E09>
<Seiken no blacksmith 06>

recently~

2009-11-21T20:55:53Z

Lets see..

been..

watching The Big Bang Theory..
reading Fantasy Novel..

last 2 day been..

Friday.. shisha with friends till 2am?

Saturday.. went to have my hair cut..
played Left 4 Dead 2..
meet up with friends to celebrate friend's birthday and shisha till 2am.. (shisha again?)

oh god.. i'm so tired.. and BROKE..

i swear to the holy bell that i spend ka-ching like water..

i cant spend anymore.. the funds remain ( >$40) that i have.. will have to be use to survive for the next 3 week before enlist..

there are things that i have not purchase for army yet..

ANYONE HAVE USABLE NON-CAMERA PHONE? (please let me know?)

-= Autumn Breeze, Silver Bell Rings. Dreamer In Silent Dream =-

Hello People~

2009-11-19T12:42:05Z

Hook to The Big Bang Theory recently.. Oh god..

come on people~

Lets sing!!

Our whole universe was in a hot dense state,
Then nearly fourteen billion years ago expansion started. Wait...
The Earth began to cool,
The autotrophs began to drool,
Neanderthals developed tools,
We built a wall (we built the pyramids),
Math, science, history, unraveling the mysteries,
That all started with the big bang!

"Since the dawn of man" is really not that long,
As every galaxy was formed in less time than it takes to sing this song.
A fraction of a second and the elements were made.
The bipeds stood up straight,
The dinosaurs all met their fate,
They tried to leap but they were late
And they all died (they froze their asses off)
The oceans and pangea
See ya wouldn't wanna be ya
Set in motion by the same big bang!

It all started with the big BANG!

It's expanding ever outward but one day
It will cause the stars to go the other way,
Collapsing ever inward, we won't be here, it wont be hurt
Our best and brightest figure that it'll make an even bigger bang!

Australopithecus would really have been sick of us
Debating out while here they're catching deer (we're catching viruses)
Religion or astronomy, Encarta, Deuteronomy
It all started with the big bang!

Music and mythology, Einstein and astrology
It all started with the big bang!
It all started with the big BANG!

Milo

2009-10-08T01:42:15Z

LJ..

i shall start using it again..

work work..

milo is my best friend to keep mi from hunger of breakfast..

tired..

but the Ka-ching is the thing that keeps mi goin to work..

so many thing needed to buy..

so need to work to earn some Ka-ching

Yawn

2009-07-14T14:59:40Z

yawn.. i wonder why am i here on LJ..

djtrust77 @ 2008-10-30T16:56:00

2008-10-30T09:10:29Z

Missed 2 weeks of lesson..

so decided to go all out tis week..

monday - went over to sunder's house for deepavali~ ate curry, watch indian movie, receive a purple packet..

went to meet Mizu with David and his girl..

home back late..

tuesday - woke up in the afternoon for lesson.. 3pm - 5pm..

according to david.. 1pm - 3pm lesson has no attendance takin.. (so skip)

late home again.. for i meet mizu n hyso for sheesha~

wednesday - tired day cuz need to wakeup early to do some work to hand in on thursday.. skipped tutorial.. bt went to the next tutorial..

finally for the first time.. i went to my GEMS ( Drama Appreciation) it was damn fun.. the lecturer is a funny lady.. haha

thursday - which is today.. i din go sch.. cuz was having fever the night b4.. having sore throat too.. sigh..

friday - hope i can make it to sch

life is juz as bored.. so i choose to update my daily life... sigh..

- Black, White & Gray is my life -

djtrust77 @ 2008-09-05T22:45:00

2008-09-05T14:48:49Z

feel so awfully pissed now..

i will never b any Boyfriend any more..

i would rather juz b friend..

too much to say.. too much to tink..

till i forgot everything i need to say...

i'm nt someone who says out stuff..

i guess i'm always like tt..

Dungeon of Exam papers

2008-08-26T18:35:23Z

ROAR!!

tis is so shit.. juz finish 2 paper n got 1 more comin on thursday den i wil b partially free.. stil got FYP..

ahhh shag..

relying on cig to keep mi awake n out of pek chek.. bt shall end aft exam..

booo to exam!!

good buddy (Sunder) 's MSN nick -- >>

«« .:. §ûñdáMâñíâ .:. »» [`] Truly, If It Rained Gold.. We'd All Die Of Serious Head Injury..

haha ya la.. sure head injury.. rather den pickin up gold.. i tink ppl die bt they get gold..

sian ar.. need to chiong so much.. cant i even have a relax life.. or mayb i relax too much tts y need to chiong so much now.. haha silly mi.. bt hate it man..

ok shall look forward to any outing.. ( if onli i got $$ )

shall end here.. need to get some rest b4 entering the dungeon to kill my way tru past year papers n finally the boss on thursday..

djtrust77 @ 2008-08-09T17:03:00

2008-08-09T09:08:03Z

i'm use to ppl blame mi for shits that i din do..

i'm use to being look down..

i'm use to being outcast by others..

i'm use to ppl noe knowin mi or understand mi..

i'll juz continue my life..

i'll smile back if anyone smile at mi..

i'll reply to anyone who talks to mi..

life have to go on..

tis world have no good or bad.. black or white.. tis world is never fair.. i noe it long ago..

helpin others always made mi the bad guy cuz they dun understand the help..

when ppl get hurt n u r ard them.. other ppl point finger n say it u who hurt tt person..

life is nth bt being blame by ppl who look down on u or ppl who jux dun wan to get blame..

misunderstandin alway happen. cuz tis is life.. no one tinkin is exactly the same..

djtrust77 @ 2008-08-06T18:43:00

2008-08-06T10:52:20Z

hmm.. i noe tis is random..
bt when i was eatin one night while watchin TV..

This song was sang..
and tis is wat i heard..

*Actual song*

The more we get together
Together.. Together..

The more we get together
The happier we'll be..

Cause your friends are my friends..
And my friends are your friends..

The more we get together
The happier we'll be..

*What i heard*

Moh --> "hair" in hokkien

The more (Moh) we get together
Together.. Together..

The more (Moh) we get together
The happier we'll be..

From your friends to my friends..
And my friends to your friends..

The more (Moh) we get together
The happier we'll be..

hmm.. bt i find it amusing..

Mr 'Sun' Loves mi so much~

2008-08-03T16:02:10Z

AHH..

body now red like cooked lobster..

due to over sun tanning..

T_T pain~

slp oso got prob.. bath oso got prob..

cant Roll Roll anymore..

Sentosa was fun..

bt walkin on the sand n road became hopping ard.. sand n road is too hot~~

the tanning is nt even.. sadded..

dig big big holes for some weird thing tt tama, lirin n teddy tryin to build..

den cut my finger..

dig like a wolf.. bt skin is too thin n bleed like a baby..

mizu is like some mermaid..

always in the sea.. dun wan come out.. haha..

farhan n chibi is like magnet? lol..

how u spell it.. "Freebiee"??

anywya is that saucer like thing u throw n catch.. played for very long..

bt overall is fun.. except our DINNER!!! or more info.. ask mi on MSN..

writing names here i wry will get sue~ haha

next time.. we shall have a bigger sentosa outing.. with more more more ppl~~

HMM...

2008-07-31T07:07:36Z

The SEME or UKE Quiz
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You scored as The Sorrowful UKE

You are the most depressed, self-critical, and darkest of the UKE types. This is not truly awful, it's just who you are and tons of people only want to be your friend. If you would let them into your cold and broken heart some mending would really help. You may feel like the world isn't worth it and you'd rather just give up but before you jump off that building I hope you finish reading this because if you fall for the Breaker SEME then you won't be jumping anytime soon. I do warn you that the Homicidal SEME will not aid you any and will only end in you being tied up somewhere and crying. You'd do well to make friends with the Optimistic UKE who only would wish for you to have fun even if that's a tough job. A few last notes.. you can handle some kinks here and there and aren't afraid to take it to the next level but there is a point where you need to stop because if it goes too far you'll end up dying. All you really want is someone to show that they care about you.

The Sorrowful UKE

80%

The Homicidal SEME

70%

The Gentle SEME

65%

The Optimistic UKE

65%

The Breaker SEME

60%

The Devilish UKE

50%

djtrust77 @ 2008-07-19T13:01:00

2008-07-19T05:04:49Z

No matter how long it had been..

trouble, unhappiness, stress and lots of stuff rotate around human..

so many friends are getting them.. why cant the world be slightly happier..

good human.. evil human.. its all from the mind.. and the viewing point of individual..

please take care my friends.. although its hard.. but.. i believe there is sure a way to solve things you are struggling with..

end

2008-06-11T18:49:55Z

endin my live journal..

no more updates.. thou i seldom updates..

djtrust77 @ 2008-05-17T17:00:00

2008-05-17T09:24:06Z

blank blank blank

i will kill..

2008-05-13T16:17:53Z

Burnin n burnin..

my life is being pull down by sch, friends and many more..

its reachin the hell fire..

dun.. dun force mi to release..

i will control my mind nt to release juz because of tis stuff..

its very hard to.. i can feel the power rushin deep inside.. forcing mi to release..

bt no.. i wont..

no matter wat.. i will try..

bt its juz a matter of how long can i keep it in..

ARG..

when the leaves falls in autumn..

2008-04-25T14:06:56Z

This year dun seems a good one for mi..

failin almost everything i do,

Fail,
FAil,
FAIl,
FAIL...

ARG!!...

djtrust77 @ 2008-04-20T01:11:00

2008-04-19T17:13:17Z

- March 10 -
You are kind hearted and very friendly. You love attention, and you are always daydreaming in your own world. People gravitate towards you.
Positive Traits: pro-active, positive attitude, energetic, able, originality
Negative Traits: hasty, sloppy, bossy, ingratitude, overbearing
'What does your Birthdate mean?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hmm.. my family have expanded!!

2008-04-01T14:36:11Z

hmm lets see.. my sis got married.. in FEB..
so kinda family expanded? (did i spell correctly?)

hmm anyway.. its nt the case!!!

last year my birthday.. i got my first Handphone from my family as a gift.. aft like 19 years... hmm..
i name it Tsukiko..

last month my birthday.. i got myself a External Hard disk!!! yea.. extra storage from now on..
i name it Gekka..

Yesterday my wish from last year have been granted.. i got myself a Nintendo DS lite (silver)..
i name it Ginrei..

Mizu n farhan accompany mi to buy my DS.. feel so happy..
Tama n lirin cant make it cuz lirin fall sick n tama preparing for his sch openin..

hmm its ok.. tis week end.. i we shall DS DS n DS.. (to tama n farhan.. lets Soma Bring it!!)

i noe its abit very late to buy a DS.. bt i'm stil happy..

next thing to b stress abt is my sch stuff.. hope things will turn out fine.. *pray hard*

LOST..

2008-03-27T15:48:08Z

so many things happen..

-problem in relationship.. tink is my bad.. yet i dunno wats wrong.. is very lost n confuse..

-dad's health seems to b havin problem.. hardly talk to him thou.. bt juz hope he is alright

-cousin juz tell mi, grandma nearly pass away.. she suddenly got problem breathin, face turn black n faint.. bt currently aft doc try to save her.. she is alright.. juz wry wat might happen again..

-sch stuff is addin on like shit..

-family seems so distant..

nothing seems right.. wat is wrong wit tis year.. y is there so many problem..

someone once told mi, is money can solve the problem, its nt a problem..

bt all the above dun seems like money can help.. even if so.. i oso no money..

ahhhhhhh.........

Y THE HELL ALL TIS HAPPEN.. i'm goin to break n fall.. i cant stay strong anymore..

seriously i cant.. i juz cant..

Vanilla..

2008-03-26T05:34:19Z

Great.. didn go work today.. cuz of wat? overslept.. damn..

hate it when i like tt.. tink i should go out lesser..

anyway...

yesterday.. 25th March 2008..

my first time to a band concert..

MAROON 5 concert..

thou i dun really noe their songs.. bt its a nice experience.. haha i feel so "mountain turtle who dunno the world"

accordin to Mizu n friends.. the concert is short.. in duration.. hmm..

theres lots of ppl.. haha.. cool.. bt it makes mi kill off the dream of havin a concert if i can b a singer.. haha..

anyway the vocalist looks hot.. and the guitarist remind mi of David.. my buddy..

aft the concert.. went to meet up wit mizu's friends..

went to esplanade in their car..

have some dinner/supper den miss last train so cab home..

sigh.. waste of money.. n here i m.. cuz slp late.. so overslept.. hmm..

bt.. tink of it.. din go work exchange wit a night of joy n laughter.. i tink worth ba.. lol..

at least.. i'm happy ytd night.. i laugh n smile.. thank you mizu..

when is autmn, my season comin?

2008-03-20T12:14:22Z

blasting music in my room with my big speakers..

haven done that for quite sometime..

being alone at home again.. used to it..

being broke with no cash is juz as it is.. no where to go.. no friend would come find u when u r broke..

tis is life.. known since young..

juz kinda dun understand.. money is always the root of all problem..

anyway..

i'm tired of all tis small small arguement, quarreling, fighting..

wish they will stop n juz leave it to smile n laughter at the end..

sometime is nt i wan to b alone.. bt is things dun turn out nice.. so wit out mi will b better.. tts y i choose to b alone..

i used to live in the world of drawing, n music..

bt now.. my hand tremble when i wan to draw.. no more images that will appear..

musics where nt as easy to get.. n nt as meaningful..

tis is a world of Black & White..

its either tis or that.. if people dunno den they will guess.. bt is it really wat they guess it is?

dun guess.. ask.. to make sure..

tell to make others understand..

i will make my own Grey world..

-human.. they either lead or they follow..
unhappy den bad mouth others at the back..
envy den backstab..
always they onli see things from 1 side n judge by that n tell others to make them believe..

even a white can also become black..

unfair world.. wat to do.. cant do much..

its all in u, in a human brain when they think..

if u wan to b fair.. den it will b fair.. if nt it is always unfair..

all starts from deep inside of u, urself..

motivation, also start inside.. if u refuse.. no one can motivate u..

determination , also start inside of u.. if u tink u cant.. u will give up..

tis is life.. n tis is how things works..

10 March..

2008-03-09T17:01:26Z

i've been living on tis world for 20 years today..

last year i got my first prezzie which i consider expensive from my dad + sis
its a sony ericsson mobile phone i'm using now.. aft living for 19 year i got my first personal mobile phone..

tis year..

i got a bunch of friends who contribute to my Nintendo DS lite fund..
they are so kind n nice.. thank you friends.. you noe who u are.. *hugs*
mainly thanks to Mizu for organising the sharing of funds..
really thoughtful n sweet of her.. thank you sweetie.. *hugs & kisses*

next prezzie i got is from Mei an.. she dress up her dollfie to look like mi..
its really sweet of her to do that.. thank you.. *hugs*

lastly the last prezzie " rather wat i noe it is unless the next day i got more bt i doubt"
is a External Hard-disk i bought for myself.. every year i will try to make myself happy by gettin some stuff i like..
tis year happen that i'm havin attachment so i got some cash to get something much expensive..
goin to transfer my sis the cash soon.. T_T money money fly fly away.. sadded.. bt i will juz have to wait for her to collect n see how my prezzie perform..

items to aim next when i got $$

-ipod (dunno got wat name for it.. bt small small easy carry easy hear haha)
-DS (continue to wait for my pay n see if i got enough)
-continue my manga (comics) collection n new manga..
-more clothes that suit my style..
currently onli tis is in my head.. might have more.. i shall try work towards the things i wan..